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Open the doors of acceptance – Heaven Letter #3099
God said:
As you lose your boundaries, you may notice more the boundaries that others keep, and you do not feel the peace you want to gain. You do not feel peace at all. In fact, you feel perturbed.
You may say to yourself: “How do these people who profess to Oneness have such a narrow vision?”
And so your impatience is stretched to the limits. And so you are breaking a remaining boundary, which is your annoyance and irritation with others. Their space may seem or be narrow, and yet you must allow others their boundaries. Do you see how your impatient thinking is a boundary that you must release?
Yes, boundaries exist, within you and everyone else. Right now, We are talking about you, beloveds. Break your impatience in two. Do not divide yourself from others whose perceptions may not keep up with yours. You must be aware that there are those who have held their tongues and who had great patience with you. You can see that now. Now it is your turn to gain and give patience.
I know you do bite your tongue, and I know how difficult this is for you. And now you must bite the tongue of your mind that roars against ignorance. Oh, yes, My dearly beloveds, you must lay out the red carpet even for ignorance. You, who so want Oneness, do not want to divide people into the wise or unwise, the right thinkers or the wrong. You will achieve, by and by, a state of existence when you are Patience Supreme in that you allow everyone the freedom to be at the state of existence where they happen to be. You will welcome their heart that beats, even when it beats under what you perceive as false colors.
Maintaining your equilibrium is especially hard for you when people in positions whom you would expect to have a greater vision do not have a greater vision.
As it is now, when someone in authority falls short, you also fall short in your mental dismissal of them. In effect, you want to reform them. Who is there really for you to reform? Who is it who must enlarge his thinking? When you make room for all, when you remember that all are My children with all the rights and privileges I grant, your impatience will not be so high and mighty, and you will enlarge your thinking.
Just as you would not correct everyone you meet whose speech or spelling misses the mark, so you must let go of correction. Will you kindly live up to your own premises?
I also ask you not to be so impatient with yourself. Have a little more acceptance of even your impatience. Your impatience could be the last thread that keeps you in ignorance, beloveds. Love even your impatience. Have great compassion for it. Once impatience has your patient acceptance, it will be easier for it to leave, and you will be able to give acceptance to what you presently do not. As you open the doors of acceptance, impatience can walk out.
One day you will look around, and you will no longer feel or see impatience. It won’t be that you are patient either. You will see beyond fault. Your impatient gene will take a rest. You may see fallacy, and yet you will not find fault. Do not think that this is weakness on your part. This is a great strength. You will know when to speak up, and yet you will speak up without irritation. Irritation will no longer have a foothold in your life.
Can you imagine Buddha impatient?
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The angel adventure
We are searchers. Ever searching for the place where that feeling and knowing come from which fill our hearts with bliss and our eyes with tears, sometimes, when the sea is so beautiful it hurts, when our sleeping child moves us beyond description, and when the sight of our sleeping partner touches us too deeply to describe in words.
We are God’s wishes for Herself, we are God’s adventures come true, we are God’s love for Himself and His entire creation, the fireflies of the cosmos, and God incarnate. We are pure Source and we paint our skies with our own chosen colors, choose our scripts according to our own whims, and leave clues for Ourselves all over the starry skies.
We have created a scenario of an awakening planet this time. And long before this unfolded, we knew our roles in this awakening, and knowing that we go to sleep time and time again, left clues to ourselves to awaken when the time is right. Certain words, certain sounds, certain feelings, and a sense of urgent need to do something – but what?
This is your angel adventure. There are many other words for what you are – star seed, light worker, walk-in, – but I prefer angel, because I prefer magic and the divine to simple day to day descriptions. The numinosity of angels fills my soul with music and my heart with joy.
You are all waking up – you are empaths, psychics, gifted talented children of the universe, here to assist with the planet’s awakening, here to hold hands, tell stories, support with your love, and here to teach boundaries.
There are those amongst us who came earlier, who will show you the way. You chose an interesting voyage, filled with all kinds of interesting people and events. You may have chosen a hard life to prepare you for this, as most of us have. You feel intensely, love deeply, hurt massively, read others like open books… you have much to learn and much to teach. And you have the Law of Attraction and teachers like Abraham and Sophia to support and guide you on your path.
This is your angel adventure. It is never as hard as it seems, angel, and always much much better than your most amazing dream.
Welcome to yourself.
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Worthiness
We have issues with worthiness.
We feel unloved, unwanted, obsolete, unseen and worst of all, unheard.
This is not because we are unworthy. This is because we are so used to seeing things materialize, become reality, (that word again), become SOLID in our experience, that we expect, unconsciously, that our worthiness will show itself in the faces of the people who know us, in the behavior of those around us, in the world that we inhabit. That it comes from “outside” us, that we are dependent on others to show us this.
If it is true that we create everything, every single minute, every encounter, every event in our lives, then is it not true, also, that our worthiness has nothing to do with anyone else but everything with how we see ourselves?
Think about this for a second – how magical, how amazing that we control everything – for the simple reason that we can decide how we feel… I understand that a lifetime of feeling controlled by outside forces, a lifetime of believing that we are victims of a cruel, uncaring and especially unpredictable world has not really prepared us well for this new knowledge, but as with all new information, repeated exposure to it will lead to our finally being able to incorporate it in our new belief systems.
God is love. What we had hoped for is true after all. The universe is beneficial, since we control it. We truly do.
In his book Happier than God, Neale Donald Walsch says this:
“You, and you alone, decide what anything means to you. You, and you alone, get to choose what matters and doesn’t matter, what is “good” and what is “bad”, what is “okay” and what is “not okay”.
I want to add my voice to his in saying YOU get to decide how worthy you are. YOU get to decide that your being in control makes you equal to God, equal to Source, a true and equal part of Source energy in your joyous creation of your life.
You are on the ride of your life. This IS the ride of your life.
It is never done. It is never over. You have all the time in the world to create your happiness.
And you have no idea how much you are loved.
Start getting used to these words.
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The voice of your inner child
The way this reality has been set up, and the way we have been brought up (not only this lifetime but numerous others), our focus has always been outside ourselves… giving others priority, giving their feelings more priority than our own, and we have consequently shaped our personalities to please – this is true for most of us.
Pleasing means: if I please you, you will love me, and this empty place in me will then be filled with your admiration and your conditional love (in most cases.)
There are a few things to be pointed out here:
- There is no “outside ourselves”, so this point of view was flawed from the outset
- If we are not at peace with who we are, not accepting of who we are, we are doomed to constantly pleasing others in order to be accepted and loved
- We constantly teach and reteach conditional love this way; if I am good you will love me, if you are good I will love you; if you please me I will accept you; if you do anything I do not like, I will reject you. Look at the way we bring up our children: our authority translates to the clear message: I do not love you for who you are, I love you for what you do, and if you displease me, I will withdraw my love. And we go on to live this way as adults – if you, my lover, please me I will reward you with my love. If you don’t, I will withdraw my love from you and if you persist, I may even withdraw all my attention from you.
- Giving to others seem to be what it is all about – and it is. BUT – there is a trap here. And if we do not understand the dynamics behind this we are going to fall into this trap time and time again, and this is it: we need to be complete in and of ourselves before we can truly serve others. For only then will be able to love both ourselves and others… for loving ourselves comes first, uppermost, cardinally important. Empty vessels contain – emptiness. People who were unloved as children, unparented, lost and loveless, need to be assisted to know that that love is available – and not from someone else, but from ourselves. We have the key to our own hearts… and it starts, often, with reparenting the lost child in all of us, that child who was not given the love necessary to be able to live a whole life, and often our urge to give is directly in proportion to the love we did not receive in our lives. Even if we grow beyond that, find that lost child and bring him or her out of the darkness into the friendly light, we remember the lonely room where we spent such a long time. And our remembering equips us with loving hearts and compassionate souls – the tools we need to do the work we came here to do.
Find that child – reparenting is not hard, does not take years – often just realizing that that part of you is still in that dark room, is sufficient to cause a shift big enough to empower that child, to assist him or her to move forward and to merge with the adult you have become, morphing from division to wholeness. This is the start of your journey to You, to the Source that You truly are.
You are loved beyond anything you could possibly imagine. You can access this love for yourself, and then – you can shine on others.
You are loved beyond anything you could possibly imagine.

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So happy you would be – Heaven Letter #3095
God said:
I extol effortlessness. Let everything you do be effortless. Let loving everything you do and everyone you meet be effortless. Who says it can’t?
Who says life has to be toil and trouble? Who says that life must be effort?
Naturally, if you want a book that you left upstairs, you have to get up from the chair you are sitting in and climb the stairs. Why not have getting out of your chair be effortless? Why not have climbing the stairs be effortless? Why not have life be effortless rather than effortful? Even the word effort itself saps your energy. Sense of effort makes even lifting your little finger heavy.
Of course, effortlessness does not mean idle, beloveds. It doesn’t mean snapping your fingers for the valet to come to tie your shoes or your wife to bring you coffee. Life is movement, beloveds. Get up.
Effortless means oiling the gears. What would the oil be that allows your life to be effortless? What is the oil that makes life easier for you? What is the oil that allows you to get up out of your chair with alacrity? I say, down with effort and up with joy.
When you are happy, it is easy to get up. When you are happy, you are not telling yourself that you are tired.
It is life you get up out of your chair for, beloveds.
Imagine your life if you knew, absolutely knew, that you would be meeting with Me by the end of next week. What would not be easy for you? What could possibly wear you out when you knew, absolutely new, that at 7 a.m. on a certain sunny day, you and I would be meeting in a close embrace? What could possibly tire you when you knew, absolutely knew for yourself, that you and I have a firm date, and there can be no delay? If you knew the time of Our meeting, even if you had to dig ditches from here to Tuesday, how heavy would the shovel feel?
Why, you would jump for joy. You might even have a shovel in each hand, so happy you would be.
You don’t even have to know what meeting Me actually means, and still you would be happy. Would I appear as a Human Being to you? It is possible that I would appear to you as a Human Being. It is possible that you would recognize Me. Would you see My face smiling at you? Would I lift you up in My arms of love and hold you tight and never let you go? Would I turn you into a star that lights the Earth? Would I ever put you down?
How would I appear? Would I be a light entering your heart? Would I be the blood flowing through your veins?
Would you hear Me speaking to you? Would I sing you a lullaby? Would I take you on a tour and show you around?
Would I be the quickness in your step? Would I be the leap of your heart?
I could be anything at all.
I could be the light in your eyes.
I could be the skill in your hands as you weave the Universe.
I could be the paint you splash. I could be the painting you paint.
I could be the music you sing. I could be the music you don’t sing.
I could be the next voice you hear.
I could be the love and eagerness you feel right now.
What could I not be? What have I not been?
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