Entries from October 2009 ↓
October 27th, 2009 — Articles - Nina, Lightworker information
As Lightworkers we are feeling our way forward, through masses of information from other Lightworkers, to find out own true path, remember what our mission is here and now, because there are many. At the dawning of each Aquarian age, countless “helpers” are sent to a planet to assist with the smooth transition from the Piscean age (which is usually an age of control ) to the Aquarian age, which, in fact, interfaces with eternity and an earth on which all duality has disappeared.
These helpers are us. We reach out to each other to assist the remembering process – very much like getting amnesia when one is on a train and then being helped by the other passengers to remember. And these helpers and wayshowers – I am one, many of you are too – also feel their way ahead, at the head of their friends and associates, to open the road and enable everyone to step into what they came here to do.
We are hope. We are love incarnate, and we have our own special challenges on this planet. Payment for our services, is one. Wanting to help too much, another. Not being able to allow others to learn their lessons without wanting to spare them the pain, yet another. So on top of remember who we are, what we are here to do individually and as a group, we have the additional challenge of understanding the laws and boundaries of this planet, and her people.
We are the ones who are the optimists. We are the ones who follow Abraham, and Kryon, and others who are here to help us remember. When we find a teaching which makes us feel good, which resonates to us, we have found another piece of the puzzle to our discovery of who we are. The Law of Attraction and the way it is taught all over the world is a grid of light for us, to enable us to integrate this earth reality and to help us understand what we are here for, AND to assist those we are helping to unfold and expand as well. We are all so similar yet unique, each and every one of us. What is right for one of us may not be right for another. We therefore need to sift through all the information that we find, and accept only that which feels good and real to us.
And so it is important, in this time space reality, that we give credence to what we discover as real for us, that we protect ourselves from negativity, that we surround ourselves and others with love and light – the cocoon we need to turn into the cosmic butterflies that we all are.
With love and light,
Nina.
October 15th, 2009 — Articles - other
Our function is to transform our relationships, not to fix them. We work only on ourselves, not the other person. When we are willing to play our relationship games by new rules, then they will be transformed. The new rules begin with, “what happened yesterday is irrelevant.” If we insist that we know how a person will behave tomorrow because we know how they behaved yesterday, we are insisting that our reality not change. The reason that people have to die and be reborn is because they refuse to change how they see other people. We are not looking at another person when we look at our partner. We are looking in a mirror. When we change our mind we change our relationships. There are no victims, there are no abusers, there are only mirrors.
When we refuse to repeat old patterns, when we refuse to attack or defend, when we would rather be happy than right, then other people change. Our relationships transform. If we have been true to our understanding of these principles of self creation, then we will not have to make an ego based decision to continue a relationship or dissolve it. That will take care of itself. The relationship will transform or disappear. The universe always moves us right along to the next experience when we have learned what the last one had to teach. Some folks are actually afraid to attempt a healing of their primary relationship because they think that if it were healed then they wouldn’t have an excuse to get out of it. They need someone to blame for the relationship breaking up. In fact, before incarnating, we make agreements with many individuals to resolve old karmic hang ups, or simply to learn more about self empowerment through our relationship with them. We may have a strong intuitive insight that this is not the person we contracted with to be a life-long partner. But we don’t need the excuse of a bad relationship in order to move on to our next assignment. We have an imperative to heal every relationship. Remember the illusion!
It is not someone else I am healing. It is not a relationship that I am healing. It is me I am healing! If I leave any of my relationships unhealed when I exit this lifetime, I will probably choose to come back and be in relationship with those same people again. Ouch. I heal others and my relationships not because they deserve it but because I deserve it.It may not be possible to heal past relationships face to face. It makes no difference if an old relationship partner is dead or living in another part of the world. Having the person to “talk it out with” may be the best way sometimes, but it is not the only way. The healing is for yourself anyway. Relationship healing can be done very expediently while sitting in your meditation chair all alone. Use mental imagery to “talk” to the other person. Ask forgiveness. Offer understanding. Remember that all anger which you may remember from days gone by was only a call for love.
October 8th, 2009 — Articles - Nina
Think about changing your attitude to people, events, occurrences that displease, upset or irritate you – every time you react by being angered, irritated, disturbed by an incident or something someone else did – remember that YOU create your reality, and so exploding and getting angry with the messenger is totally non productive…
Every time you react with a negative emotion to an incident which upsets you, you condemn yourself to more of the same as resistance creates more of the same – but if you can get yourself to relax in the midst of the incident or upheaval and ask yourself – what can I learn from this? How does this serve me? What does it mean to me that can help me? you circumvent your need to control people and your outer circumstances – because you accept and acknowledge that you create it ALL, and therefore you can change it YOURSELF.
It is never between you and someone else – always between you and YOU. Always.
© Nina Ferrell
October 2nd, 2009 — Heaven Letters
God said:
Who you are is irrelevant to everything that you know. Who you are is irrelevant to everything you see, everything you think, everything that happens, everything. You already know you are not your body. That you are not your body means you are not your looks. You are not your age. You are not your illness nor are you your health. You are not your habits. You are not your thinking. You do know you are not your fingernail, and yet all that you may presently think is you amounts to no more than a fingernail.
Who you are is irrelevant to your perceived suffering and your perceived happiness. Who you are is irrelevant to your success and your failure. Who you are is irrelevant to your comfort or discomfort. Who you are is irrelevant to your position in the world, irrelevant to your relationships with your family, irrelevant to your loneliness. All that transpires is irrelevant next to who you are.
All the world’s plaudits are irrelevant. All the wealth or all the poverty. All the understanding or misunderstanding. All the caring or not caring. All the ease and all the difficulty. All the knowledge and all the ignorance. All the fame as well as being overlooked. All the A’s and all the E’s. They are all the same. They have nothing to do with you. What does anything have to do with you? Nothing has anything to do with you. Nothing at all.
You are in one corridor, and all that you perceive is drawn in another building altogether.
This is not how you view it, of course. Heretofore, you are sure that everything that happens in the world and in your world and to you has everything to do with you. It has everything to do with what you may presently perceive as you. The wool has been pulled over your eyes, and even that has nothing to do with the you who stands above all the world.
All that happens in the world is irrelevant to everyone in the world.
What does the tune you find yourself humming have to do with you? It is an idle hum. You don’t even know how it got there.
The you that you may think you are has nothing to do with you. The you that is you is untouchable, pristine and pure. I could say you are My light dancing. I believe I had said that. And yet you are even more than that. You are Myself dancing around on Earth, even as you are fixing your hair, watching your posture, holding in your stomach. All the while, the posings and the posturings have nothing at all to do with the you that you are.
You are Myself. The dancing is not you. Your hair is not you etc. I am you. The you that you have perceived as yourself does not exist. You do not exist in the shoes you wear. You are non-existent.
You are the God of the Universe. You are not the bondage you have presently wrapped your little self in. The Big Self of you cannot really be wrapped. Ah, but, yes, who you really are can be overlooked. You may say my saying you are more than what you see and take yourself to be – you may say that this is a spoof, a spoof you are too smart to be taken in by.
Beloveds, you have been taken in by a spoof. You have held the spoof in all its variations high. All that you have thought you are has nothing to do with you. I have to do with you. There is a vaster you than the one you display. There is a vaster you than the one you give credence to.
You have been mistaken. The person you have thought you are does not exist.
